Courage is taking a step forward into an area of difficulty without a solution in mind, trusting that whatever help you need will become available.

yeps, it's Christmas & i've been staying at home the whole day.
mainly b'cus i'm lazy to go out.suppose to be out with Xueting to watch Twilight.
but it's a public holiday, tickets will be expensive.
so, i gave up the idea & choose to stay at home.
Chiaming asked me many times.
whether wanna go out for a drink late at night with Choontee, Zhengyuan & her.
i chose not to, b'cus i don't even talk to Zhengyuan, kinda weird yo.
Xianli did ask me out whether wanna go to Eng's house to sort of celebrate Christmas with Eng, Edna & her.
i chose not to, b'cus it's kinda weird celebrating with them when i seldom talk.
i know Xianli wants to go out today for FUN before her holiday ends -.-
sorry yo, i chose not to do anything in the end.
actually, for Christmas, i want to celebrate with a big group of friends.
but Amanda & Choontee ; work. Deborah ; Malaysia. Chiaming ; out with Mum
so i guess, impossible.
that's why i don't have the mood to go out at all.
but, it's alright. -.-

i think i'll choose to stay at home on the 27Dec or going out with my family.
it depends i guess.
once again, on that day..Peijing & Chiaming ; basketball training.
well, that's their first priority anyway.
Choontee, Amanda & Xueting ; work.
Xianli ; well, maybe Wushu? idk -.-
Deborah trying to organise, but i guess it's not as smooth as what she thinks?

lastly, i hate/dislike year 2008.